I'll Make It To The Moon

kamikaze_flight @ 2006-12-24T22:05:00

2006-12-25T06:05:48Z

Champagne!

kamikaze_flight @ 2006-12-15T08:07:00

2006-12-15T12:07:25Z

Going tipsy to the Airport rules, My cab driver was awesome jazz singer from the forties we sat and talked about Miles Davis while he sat and cursed at the idiots who had fucked up our path.

Once getting to the airport my tipsy-ness had yet to wear off were i proceeded to internally notice that
I asked all sorts of paranoid questions that i would not ask otherwise:

Are you sure, you are not going to fuck up my bag?

Is this the right number for my bag?

and said things like:

here let me show you all the secret pockets in my bag.

The sun is starting to rise as the sky lightens up, the greyness of the interior and the greyness of dawn blends together, whilst i sit here listening to yet another band Ren told me about. god damn you, Ren.

It is 7:02 i still have yet to sleep today, i'm starting to get a headache, Let me just get home, let me just get to were i need to be.

Most importantly today is the last day of my First Semester of College and i think i made it thorugh mostly unscathed. Tattered and frayed from all the rocks thrown from the exterior world.

Let this new year begin already.

kamikaze_flight @ 2006-12-11T04:40:00

2006-12-11T08:40:44Z

It's funny how the grafitti in the men’s bathroom within the library fits a Sarah Lawrence stereotype.

i think Bob Dylan keeps me sane, in this state I found myself in. It is something that listening to Bob Dylan makes writing on Nigerian and Somali religious structure a lot easier, maybe because he is from Minnesota, the furthest thing from Nigeria and Somalia.

kamikaze_flight @ 2006-12-11T03:05:00

2006-12-11T07:05:05Z

Oh Mother Mary!

I need to mention that right now my average page writing ability is that of a three toed sloth attempting to cross a New York City intersection.

I’m currently averaging a paragraph every 10 to 12 hours. Right fucking on Z!

In other news I exchanged music, and realized the importance of using this journal as a space for my Non sequitur of my encounters with this world.

Oh world I wish I could experience you, yet I have conference papers due. In 5 days.

Yet after those five days, all hell breaks loose.

Sort of like that rolling stones song on Exile, Let it Loose except not such a downer this let it loose will be much more of an upper.

new journal

2006-09-16T07:51:07Z

http://web.mac.com/zarussell/

new journal.

decision number two

2006-04-03T23:12:54Z

Heard back from collage number two,

Eugen Lang, THey said they want me to come to there school two.

Looks like i'm going to New York.

kamikaze_flight @ 2006-03-27T15:00:00

2006-03-27T21:00:58Z

my first college response came today,

I got accepted to Sarah lawerence College in Bronxville New York, 15 minutes from NYC. this is quite the day.

kamikaze_flight @ 2005-12-30T23:18:00

2005-12-31T07:18:51Z

New Years is the Best Holiday.

I'm Really Excited for it to start, it seems like the fat has been trimmed from my life, and this year i will become one lean, mean, leaving machine. The Ball has begun to roll, and i hope it wont stop.

So much is on the verge of happening, and it is just about lift off. it all will this year.

and the truth has come and will stay and those who matter mean the most.

and thanks to Maren, i have the Miles Davis complete silent way sessions to keep me warm.

Happy New Year

as a special live journal addition i want to point out how much in a silent way means to me. it incompensies all that has meaning in my life.

yeah i'm fucking serious.

kamikaze_flight @ 2005-10-06T12:02:00

2005-10-06T19:03:38Z

I just figured i would say that today is my first college interview.
god damn, my days our numbered here in the emerald city
any one want to do 60 math problems?

Pictures From Hawaii Especally aimed twords Isabel and Terra.

2005-07-22T05:17:07Z

Veiw Twords Ocean

Where the cows come to get there Drink on

I need a name for this cow.

Sunset through the corral

Everything is Fine we have a round up on Saturday, Rode horses today.
I miss you all a Lot.

IT's Official

2005-06-11T20:45:38Z

I'm Now a High School Graduate!

kamikaze_flight @ 2005-04-13T23:08:00

2005-04-14T06:08:59Z

Click here, for the kids

kamikaze_flight @ 2005-04-04T14:16:00

2005-04-04T21:16:30Z

Rest In Peace Pope

Now for an honorary lj Slide show...

May he have a Pope'in good time wherever he goes next..

kamikaze_flight @ 2005-03-20T22:41:00

2005-03-21T05:43:26Z

to some happiness and maybe some sadness I'm not dead, not even in a resting state. i'm merely away. but to one of you i'm only a 4 hour drive away.

kamikaze_flight @ 2005-03-07T19:36:00

2005-03-08T03:37:04Z

Type your answers to the following questions into the Google Image Search and
then post one of the pictures that 
 comes up as a result.... i just could not resist this one. 
1. Your first car? VW GTI <img style="width: 309px; height: 250px;" src="http://carlookin.com/vw/gti.jpg"><img src="Type%20your%20answers%20to%20the%20following%20questions%20into%20the%20Google%20Image%20Search%20and%0Athen%20post%20one%20of%20the%20pictures%20that%20comes%20up%20as%20a%20result.%0A%0A1.%20Your%20first%20car?%20none%0A%0A%0A2.%20Where%20you%20grew%20up?%20bothell,%20wa%0A%0A%28no%20i%20did%20not%20grow%20up%20at%20bothell%20landing%21%29%0A%0A3.%20Where%20you%20live%20now?%20saaaame%20place.%0A%0A4.%20Your%20name?%20rachel%21%0A%0Ayay%20for%20pike%20place%20market%20and%20sharing%20a%20name%20with%20a%20golden%20pig%21%0A%0A5.%20Your%20grandmother%27s%20name?%20rozalin%0A%0A%0A%0A6.%20Favorite%20food?%20hummus%20and%20pita%21%0A%0A%0A%0A7.%20Favorite%20drink?%20chai%20tea%21%0A%0A%0Acarlookin.com/vw/gti.jpg"> 
  
2. Where you grew up? Seattle Wa.<img style="width: 500px; height: 665px;" src="http://www.jeleo.com/photos/1%20year/1yr%20copying%20Seattle%20Times%20pose.jpg">

 
 
3. Where you live now? W. Seatt-le Wa.<img src="http://www.openmondays.com/images/construction/wsb/wsb1182-049.jpg"> 
4. Your name? Zac <img src="http://www.gottwins.com/photos/albums/userpics/quickview_zac+clyde.jpg"> 
 
5. Your grandmother's name? Clarice<img src="http://users.aber.ac.uk/spm3ce/images/aguila_wren_after_rescue_of_clarice.jpg"> 
 
6. Favorite food? Indian Food<img src="http://www.yellow.co.nz/site/daawat/images/c_table.jpg"> 
 
 7. Favorite drink? China Cola <img src="http://caswell.blogspot.com/china/images/chinacola.jpg">

 
 
8. Favorite song?  At the moment-  Poison Oak<img src="http://www.zanfel.com/testimonials/images/cmalachowsky-photo2.jpg"> 
I still Love you Julie-<img style="width: 135px; height: 76px;" src="http://members.tripod.com/%7Emighty_meg/hersh2.jpg"> 
 
9. Favorite smell? After a Rain strom<img src="http://www.twentyfives.com/keely/images/ori_00004.jpg"> 
 
10. Favorite pair of shoes? Doc Martins <img src="http://www.pkmini.com/images/HerdSires/Doc%20MartinS.jpg">

kamikaze_flight @ 2005-02-21T20:20:00

2005-02-22T04:20:13Z

Party?

kamikaze_flight @ 2005-02-13T22:25:00

2005-02-14T06:27:02Z

Remember Lovers-
VD=VD, if your not careful.
HAVE A LOVELY DAY!

you dont break everything, you just break hearts.

2005-02-12T07:06:39Z

one of my best friends left pscs.
fuck that bull shit.

P.s. Im shaving my head and moving to utah.

kamikaze_flight @ 2005-01-25T22:49:00

2005-01-26T06:49:43Z

oh yeah, I got my licence.

second poem. tell me what you think.

2005-01-20T22:33:37Z

alas,
the sea has drowned
my lover.

disenfranchised,
i stare
at acres of water.

her blonde locks
have turned
to kelp.

deep as a river.

2005-01-18T00:08:04Z

i have decided to become a poet, wear all black all the time (i kind of already do that), adopt a beret to my personal style, take up smoking, and frequent coffee houses like none other. here is my first totally awesome poem.

i breathe salty sea water
every day
it exfoliates my lungs
(i live by the ocean.)

sometimes, on my porch
i can smell the fish
they process and put
into small tin cans.
(i also live by a fish factory.)

yesterday, i thought i was kelp
floating helpless
in my pillows on my bed
with plankton and whales
slowly drifting
through my brain.

i wish i lived
in colorado,
where the only illusion that would come
would be that
of a cactus.

positive feedback only, please

kamikaze_flight @ 2005-01-16T00:39:00

2005-01-16T08:40:08Z

Fitness show = ROCK!

kamikaze_flight @ 2005-01-12T22:43:00

2005-01-13T06:45:10Z

I finally got some Billy Bragg, it fucking rules.

I was twenty one years when I wrote this song
I’m twenty two now, but I won’t be for long
People ask when will you grow up to be a man
But all the girls I loved at school
Are already pushing prams

I loved you then as I love you still
Tho I put you on a pedestal,
They put you on the pill
I don’t feel bad about letting you go
I just feel sad about letting you know

I don’t want to change the world
I’m not looking for a new england
I’m just looking for another girl
I don’t want to change the world
I’m not looking for a new england
I’m just looking for another girl

I loved the words you wrote to me
But that was bloody yesterday
I can’t survive on what you send
Every time you need a friend

I saw two shooting stars last night
I wished on them but they were only satellites
Is it wrong to wish on space hardware
I wish, I wish, I wish you’d care

I don’t want to change the world
I’m not looking for a new england
I’m just looking for another girl

The Time For Positivity is now.

2005-01-02T06:44:18Z

Happy New Year!
to you all, We Will see what will happen.

kamikaze_flight @ 2004-12-30T15:00:00

2004-12-30T23:00:39Z

You scored as Canada. You’re polite, friendly and pretty much an all around nice person. Everyone wants you at the party but at the same time no one really cares if you don’t show. You might consider hitting the gym once in a while.

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Canada

90%

United States

45%

Great Britain

45%

Kyrgyzstan

35%

France

30%

What country are you?
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